it's nothing..

since when did i started to love her..
since when my mind keep thinking of her..
since when??

i don't really know when..
i'm confused..
confused of my feeling..
as my mind full of her..
laugh, tears and smile..
was it all a fake??
or it was sincerely from bottom of heart??
tried to figured out..
find a way to solved this..
but how.??

the only things i do always say was..
'i love you'..
but does she hear it??
it seems like..
i just look as her mere friend..
nothing more or less..
jealousy take place i think..
she keep asking me why..
she do know but didn't realised..
i'm just answered..
"it's nothing.."