How do I feel???

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well, last night also i'm not sleeping... just waiting to be there if she got nightmare again.. as i though, she's fine... i do felt relieve a bit... at least she got her beautiful sleep...

5.30 a.m...

it's time to wish a good morning... i text her...but no reply... maybe, still sleeping i guess... i still awake, just in case she need me... and still no reply... "never mind' she's sleeping" i though... however, in facebook... she's online... how do i feel??? she can't reply my message... but she can say 'hye' to other man... in facebook... but the most hurting part is that man wasn't me...

and now, i'm writing this...

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I'm sorry...

Truly sorry...

For everything happens...

That out of my power to take care of it...

I'll take the responsible for that fault...

Truly sorry..I didn't mean it..

I had read that blog....

"Did i do something wrong? did i say bad words to him?"

Well,i just thought that's the title..

It's told us how her feelings...

I do understand it...

Always, as usual..

Am i different now??

Is that how she feels??

That now I made her sad??

No more laughing??

I can say that i don't even changed a little piece of myself...

I don't, I will not and I wish not...

Since April 14th...

I'm still myself...

It just that my way had bored you already...

My love did not warmth you anymore...

But is that it???